I had a dream the other night I was back in the hospital.

Is it bad that sometimes I wish I were?

Jul 4 2012

My nutritionist is getting worried that my running is getting out of control. :/

Jun 8 2012

“To recover from an eating disorder is to be thrown into the middle of the ocean without a life vest. You’ll struggle and sometimes you’ll get pulled under, but you will learn to swim.”

— (via mwanzotena)

May 23 2012 459 notes

runningforeternity:

who wants to hear me freak out about something very silly and food related?

not you.

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May 23 2012 3 notes

Reblog this if you are a recovery blog.

May 23 2012 730 notes

Why do I feel like I can’t relate to people who have eating disorders

when they’re always saying they feel like they’re fat and disgusting?

I can’t relate to that feeling

Do I really have an eating disorder?

May 6 2012

runningforeternity:

what i posted on the facebook group/support page for the ED recovery group i was in.

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Apr 15 2012 4 notes

If you’re a positive/inspirational/recovery blog, reblog this.

Apr 15 2012 339 notes

I don’t need a thigh gap. I don’t need to be able to see my ribs. I don’t need to look like a catwalk model. I don’t need to be wolf-whistled by every guy I see. I just need to be able to feel comfortable in my own skin. That’s all I need.

(Source: hayley-gets-fit)

Apr 12 2012 9,995 notes

Recovery is beautiful: I'm constantly thinking about food

recoveringbones:

Constantly thinking about new meals to try

Always thinking about new foods to try

Constantly thinking about what to have for breakfast, lunch, snack, dinner the next day.

Always looking up recipes to try online

Always thinking of what my sister eats, if it’s normal or not.

Always thinking…

Apr 4 2012 12 notes